Thursday, September 21, 2006 ' 10:30 PM Y
who's fault was it...??k well,today i was REALLY not in a good mood but ofcoz,i seemed to be happy on the outside la.Dun wana throw tanthrum(not sure spelling) at others.
not in a good mood coz...haish.. Couldnt contact Hairi d whole day!From morning till at 5pm den got his col.The part tat really make me pissed is tat he did not have to come to skool today but yet difficult to contact me izit..??Haish.
wat the hell.
I really tried to be calm siak.Coz dun wanna lose him and try to understand him.R'ships have their ups and downs rite.I juz have to go wif the flow.And its how i handle it to make the r'ship werks!I wud not give up...!!
when i answered his col,and heard his voice,i felt SOOOO relieved tat he was alrite and on his way home.His hp had no more free incuming calls tats y i cudnt get him.
haish..if only i had the money..wud have topped up fer him sey..mine too!!haha.okey.then i was totally pissed off as i brought up the topic tat he shud have used his fren's fone to at least msg or col me rite!!I REALLY HATE COMMUNICATION ERROR MAN!! for goodness sake la..1 sms cost only simply 5cents!!izit soo difficult..haish.!!
in the end,he was angry wif me coz it seems to him tat im like not understanding coz he said tat he had wanted and tried to contact me but theres no other way...haish.i felt sorry fer him la..i mean,i care for him alot siak!dun wan us to fite over some STUPID misunderstanding rite...as usual,i tried to calm down and sort out things la.cant wait fer sumone to start it if i,myself never do it rite..*bila mau game siak* haha.
he called me soon after i reached home.i was so hepi to hear from him!!n den dats when he was mad at me.and after evening prayers,called me again.i try to explain to him how i felt la.and he asked,'u,am i soo bad to u,gerls..?' as in also to his exs all la.i was shocked sey.coz he said tat its like y all i do is wrong..??i kept quiet and jus say dat..well,its not fully ur fault wat.juz dun tink abt it anymore k?juz move on n im very sorie abt uz now.and wat he said was,'u tink so easy izit fer me to accept ur apology..??'i was like,huh!WTF!! then he continued,wat do i get?gimme a kish lar..hehe..dat was wat he said.hahaks.so sweeeeeet!!! hee! n after tat,we went smooth...
thank god.alhamdulillah!!
Hairi,love u soo sooo sooooo much!!!!!!!!!!dirimu umpama sebutir permata yang bersinar.
andai dapat ku undur putaran dunia.
inginku ubah semula kata-kata dan tingkah lakuku.
ku tak ingin berpisah denganmu.
wahai kekasihku.=)
aku cinta padamu.
selalu dan selamnya.
insyallah.
amin.
nin&ilah always and forever...
YOUR revenge on her,
kills ME deep inside.
